It has been a while since I have written a lengthy post on this blog; however, considering the situation, the Holy Spirit said, "I must write." As you all already know, "they/him" have gone to great lengths to try to silence Me, hide Me and to try to literally make Me invisible to the public. Ever since I revealed myself and really even before that time, "they/him" have had very dark plans for My life. Their dark plans have turned even more evil because of My love interest whom everyone knows is Kendrick Lamar. I love Kendrick. He is the only man who has My Whole Heart, and because of this, it has started a war with others which they have already lost.
There are many men competing for My attention because of who I AM and where I originate. There is one who has become dangerously obsessive. The one who is mentioned in past posts on this blog. Everyone knows who he is. I will not give him the existence of writing and publishing his name on My blog. He stalks and harasses Me everyday, all day. He follows Me everywhere that I end up living, and he makes threats on My life and Kendrick's life on a daily basis, he said, "until I come back to him." He has never ever had Me. I have never touched, kissed or hugged this man ever in My life. He has become unhinged, deranged, and psychotic. He is trying to create a prison around Me by keeping Me hidden, and by stopping/blocking all "outside communication" from ever reaching Me. He has hacked each and every one of my devices. He is trying to create a false narrative about Me because he cannot have Me. He has My YouTube page hacked where I can only see insulting posts about Me all day. Each video or picture that I upload to YouTube, he hacks into it and distorts/modifies the images trying to make Me appear undesirable to Kendrick. He is trying to make Me "act out" in a negative way to further push his false narrative. Recently, in his daily messages/warnings on YouTube, besides telling Me daily that he is going to kill Me and Kendrick, he also stated that, "he was literally going to destroy Me, because I do not want him," He also stated that, "he has cameras on Me, and watches Me take baths and so on and so forth." He also stated that he creates false videos/pictures of Me, with women who look like Me I guess, in compromising positions with him, such as, kissing him, etc. He wants people or Kendrick to think it's Me. I have never left My mother's apartment. I never go anywhere, not even outside.
When I had phone service, I tried giving those phone numbers to My love interest Kendrick, via YouTube (the only way I communicate); however, the stalker hacked both numbers. I no longer have phone service. I have no other ways of communicating without being hacked and monitored. He forwards/blocks My emails, text messages and phone calls. I want so desperately to talk to My love interest in any way that I can, but the stalker intercepts all of My communications. I have NEVER talked with Kendrick on the phone, NEVER have I received text messages from Kendrick. If anyone is talking to or texting with Kendrick, it is not Me. They/him also created fake social media pages in My name asking people for donations. I was told there are Instagram accounts, etc., in My name as well, and none of these people are Me. I have one account on YouTube only. He sends daily warnings to Me on YouTube. Recently, he hacked into My government benefits and took away the only way that I had to buy food for myself. I no longer receive these benefits because he hacked the system and stopped them. He is getting more and more desperate because I do not want him. He stated that, "he would falsely have Me locked up in a mental hospital," if I did not come back to him. I was never with him.
They/him still have My YouTube livestreamed and I do not receive monetary funds from that livestream account. I have no idea where the money goes, but it is not to Me. I currently still live with My mother in her small one-bedroom apartment, so if there are false stories out there that I am living a wealthy lifestyle, I am not. I have no money, nor do I ask others for money. They/he goes even further and puts the amounts of the checks that they/him are receiving from the livestreams on My YouTube page to try to taunt Me and bait Me. He recently left a message that said, "let's see how much your ass picture made today." He is literally holding Me hostage, digitally as well as physically. He stated that I could not leave My mother's apartment because he is there somewhere. As I stated earlier, he follows Me everywhere that I end up living. So, if you are looking for him, start there first. Also, when I AM on YouTube, which is almost daily, they/he puts the "room number" of the hospital that they kidnapped and put Me in, as a threat. Anytime I show My love to Kendrick, I receive death threats, the hospital room number, threats to My family life and so on and so forth. They/he is trying to take everything away from Me because he simply cannot have Me or My Heart. He uses his money by paying others to carry out his evils to continue to hold Me hostage.
So, in My obedience to the Holy Spirit, I had to write this post to inform the public, in case whatever happens. I will not be held hostage by a man who means absolutely nothing to Me. I love one man and one man only: Kendrick Lamar Duckworth. He is the only man who has My Heart. I love you, K.PaPPa/PIN. forever and always. SEA you soon.
Monica Mi'Chelle Burns-Duckworth
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